Do You, Can You?
Do you love me, I love you.
Do you need me, I need you.
Can you see me, I can see you.
Can you feel my pain, I can feel your pain.
Do you feel it, I feel it.
Do you know my heart, I know your heart.
Can you tell me it's true, I tell you it's true.
Can you feel the pull from me, I feel the pull from you.
Do you know it's right, I know it's right.
Do you see it in my eyes, I see it in your eyes.
Can you feel the connection, I feel the connection.
Can you tell me it's stronger, I tell you it's stronger.
Do you know whats worse than feeling like this?
Do you know it feels worse not to have this feeling?
Can you tel
I Took Your Hand.
He offered his hand, you offered yours, I took yours and smiled,
You pulled me to you, it didn't mean anything, but it made me happy,
I bit my lip and turned away from you, my desires helplessly at a fore,
You noticed and teased my trembling lip, but not in a mean way.
You asked if it was alright, i said it was, you didn't quite believe me,
It really was ok, . . .mostly, I just didn't want to tell you what it meant,
It wasn't hard though, it was good, I felt at peace and calm there,
That is where i will always feel like I belong, right there, in your arms.
I remember we swerved and I gasped but you held me tight, s
Some things hurt so much you can't feel the pain of them,
Like an ebbing dark and cold feeling that sends you blind.
Caresses sting you and hold your heart custody in imagination,
Holding turns to hiding your face from the people of day.
Seething, Twisting, agony that makes you scream inside,
Breath that won't come to a greif striken throat that's tortured.
Love turns to devastation when returned with no return,
Life that coureses, empty and catatonic, waiting for yesterday.
Passion never dies, but an unwanted heart does, crumbling, shattering,
Shattering into tiny drops of glass that land tinkling in your soul,
Like the memory of a
Did You Know?
Have you ever felt that something was so right that nothing should stop it?
Have you ever felt that a single touch could feel like a miracle of life?
Have you ever known in your heart that something is meant to be entirely?
Have you ever known that doing what is "right" could be a mistake?
Did you know I can't breathe properly without you here with me?
Did you know that living without you is like living without feeling?
Did you know that this tear in my soul is getting worse and worse?
Did you know what you meant to me and still do now?
Do you realise that I want to be with you so much it hurts inside?
Did you realise
I wish.
I wish I could tell if you feel the same way,
like your body is tortured and soul's in decay.
I wish if you do i could make it all better,
to remove from your heart theis terrible fetter.
If I could have found any way to be yours,
I would have done all of it, none left ignored.
If I could make you see and feel like I do,
Maybe it would make some difference to you.
The way that I feel, here cold and alone,
yet still with some hope for what is unknown.
The way the future seems dark, not pitch black,
is cause you pure light keeps me hoping and intact.
I wish I could have that one choice, a garentee.
I wish I could choose
You told me.
I'll never forget the feel of your hands, as they pushed back my hair.
I'll never forget the way you held my face, like something thats precious.
I'll never forget how it sounded when you whispered to me, not a word.
I'll never forget what it felt like when you trailed your hands down my face.
I wish I knew how I could make it all happen again, even if just for another day.
I wish I knew how to ease your pain and make it easy for you to be happy.
I wish I knew some way to let her let you go so you'd return to me.
I wish I knew how to win the battle for your heart so that we'd be together.
You told me you could hear your
Stay with me.
The minutes tick by but still you don't return to my side,
I can feel the hole in me keep tearing wider apart.
My bed feels suddenly empty, though you were never there,
I wish I could prove to you what I can't seem to express.
I can feel myself shudder but no longer from your touch,
shivers wrack my body as I curl up in my own pain.
Trembling all over, sobbing my way into dark sleep,
Escaping to dreams of you are at least some comfort.
I'll wake up and cry again, knowing your not next to me,
At least my parting gift gives me some kind of sweet sorrow,
along with my memmories I wish were tomorrow's,
I'll wait, hope, f
Rain.
The soft patter of rain as it starts to fall upon the world,
the quiet nights moon glowing softly on a cloudy white roof.
Two lone souls sitting soaked,smiling, fingertips touching lightly,
breath fogging gently, flowing whisps of delicate slow patterns.
A tempered wind flows through her hair, tickling his face, she smiles,
He turns to her, words lost in a sea of quivering unknown.
The moment sits, their eyes glancing, both knowing, neither daring,
Time seems eternal and instant here, expecting and waiting.
The heavens light and she jumps, her hand finds his and he holds tight,
hearts quicken alike, both watch silent rain trai
Stay with me.
The minutes tick by but still you don't return to my side,
I can feel the hole in me keep tearing wider apart.
My bed feels suddenly empty, though you were never there,
I wish I could prove to you what I can't seem to express.
I can feel myself shudder but no longer from your touch,
shivers wrack my body as I curl up in my own pain.
Trembling all over, sobbing my way into dark sleep,
Escaping to dreams of you are at least some comfort.
I'll wake up and cry again, knowing your not next to me,
At least my parting gift gives me some kind of sweet sorrow,
along with my memmories I wish were tomorrow's,
I'll wait, hope, f
You told me.
I'll never forget the feel of your hands, as they pushed back my hair.
I'll never forget the way you held my face, like something thats precious.
I'll never forget how it sounded when you whispered to me, not a word.
I'll never forget what it felt like when you trailed your hands down my face.
I wish I knew how I could make it all happen again, even if just for another day.
I wish I knew how to ease your pain and make it easy for you to be happy.
I wish I knew some way to let her let you go so you'd return to me.
I wish I knew how to win the battle for your heart so that we'd be together.
You told me you could hear your
I wish.
I wish I could tell if you feel the same way,
like your body is tortured and soul's in decay.
I wish if you do i could make it all better,
to remove from your heart theis terrible fetter.
If I could have found any way to be yours,
I would have done all of it, none left ignored.
If I could make you see and feel like I do,
Maybe it would make some difference to you.
The way that I feel, here cold and alone,
yet still with some hope for what is unknown.
The way the future seems dark, not pitch black,
is cause you pure light keeps me hoping and intact.
I wish I could have that one choice, a garentee.
I wish I could choose
Did You Know?
Have you ever felt that something was so right that nothing should stop it?
Have you ever felt that a single touch could feel like a miracle of life?
Have you ever known in your heart that something is meant to be entirely?
Have you ever known that doing what is "right" could be a mistake?
Did you know I can't breathe properly without you here with me?
Did you know that living without you is like living without feeling?
Did you know that this tear in my soul is getting worse and worse?
Did you know what you meant to me and still do now?
Do you realise that I want to be with you so much it hurts inside?
Did you realise
I'm inside my head
In a dream of mine
It's a happy place
Full of friends, Family
And my perfect love Sarah
We're standing side-by-side
Holding hands
It's a peaceful life
And We're all happy
Then I wake up and think
"Oh crap another day in this Helll hole"
But then I realise
I have everything and every-one I need
to make my real life
As sweet as my DreamWorld...
And that's what keeps me going
Through the hard times...
and I think to myself
"Man am I lucky to have such friends"
Without them I am nothing
Current Residence: My Broken Soul Favourite genre of music: Pop, Rock, some Orchestral I HATE COUNRY MUSIC Favourite photographer: None Favourite style of art: Landscape Operating System: Vista >_> MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player Favourite cartoon character: Train Hartnet *giggles* Personal Quote: When Loving means breaking and saying goodbye
Favourite Movies
The Lake House, The Illusionist.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Linkin Park, Oomph, Random Pop People, Breaking Benjamin
Hi all,
havn't posted a journal in like a week or something >.<
Not much has happened since then and at the same time a whole heap has happened, nothing new exactly but alot of new feelings.
But yeah, am really tired atm, had soccer yesterday and ran my ass off >.< I got most valued player though :) was my first ever :)
Currently looking forward to this sunday when we play again although kinda sad cause we only have three more games left till the end of season :( can't wait till our next season then :).
Has anyone ever noticed how a day will feel a certain way? and that somedays for no real reason just remind you of other days because t
God I hate getting head colds >.<
At least it seems to be getting better though. I slept for like 12 hours in the last 15 or so :O
Anyways I CANT WAIT TILL THIS SATURDAY!!!!
lol, We are all going rock climbing. when I say all I mean myself, the guys from soccer, and some of their girlfriends. lol.
Then, as usual, it's a BBQ at my place :)
I can't wait! lol.
Btw who here loves the benefits of being friends *giggles and keeps thoughts to self*
And I'm going shopping later, I need more fruit smoothies and also I need another Candle, my last ones have died. I think I'll get a huge 85hour vanilla one this time instead of a bunch of short bu
Eh, well my life is returning emotionally down to a simmer, but god my body is in pain atm. Headache, well Migrain actually >_>. Sore Shoulders and Neck, and generally my back, neck, and shoulders are aching. my entire body feels pretty stiff.
Finding it hard to relax, don't really know why though :/
Havn't posted much stuff lately. One of the days I feel a little less lazy I will add the stuff I did like a week ago and some of my old stuff from the last 5 or so years.
Well I'm off to watch a movie and hopefully get some REST.
Oh and no more bad dreams so far. :clap: really weird sci-fi themed one last night but was just weird, lol. my i